My Best Friend's Birthday: a formative film with Craig Hamann

The project before Reservoir Dogs is often remembered through a story of destroyed footage. Accounts from those involved offer a more complex explanation of how it was made and abandoned.

A shared project before the professional debut

My Best Friend's Birthday was an attempted feature developed by Quentin Tarantino and Craig Hamann during the 1980s. Its unfinished state matters as much as its place in the chronology. It should not be presented as a commercial release equivalent to Reservoir Dogs, nor added without explanation to the numbering the director uses for his filmography. It is an early project that reveals a stage of learning and collaboration before public recognition.

In an interview published by Trainwreck'd Society in February 2020, Hamann placed the start of his friendship with Tarantino in James Best's classes. He rejected the idea that he had started the film on his own and that Tarantino arrived later to someone else's project: he recalled a shared decision to make films. He also identified the camera as a 16 mm Bolex lent by Fred Olen Ray. These are details attributed to one participant, not facts inferred from a circulating copy.

The specificity about Hamann corrects a common tendency in biographies of famous auteurs. When one collaborator becomes much better known, the others can retrospectively be reduced to mere helpers. Here, the story requires preserving shared authorship in the writing and genuine creative involvement. Recognising Tarantino as director does not mean erasing who worked with him or turning the whole project into a solitary invention.

The film was conceived as a black-and-white comedy. That starting point also matters: the future auteur of Reservoir Dogs was not simply preparing stories about armed criminals. Comedy makes it possible to work with misunderstandings, shifts in expectation and differences in attitude between people. Its existence broadens the picture of his early interests, even if it does not allow a complete artistic programme to be reconstructed from an unfinished work.

Filming in stages did not guarantee that the film would be found in the edit

Andrew J. Rausch gathered interviews for the book My Best Friend's Birthday: The Making of a Quentin Tarantino Film, published in 2019. When explaining his research on Bulletproof Screenwriting in June 2023, he described a production sustained by limited resources and work accumulated over a long period. He also distinguished an initial text by Hamann from the later expansion with Tarantino. That account of development can sit alongside Hamann's recollection of a shared initiative.

Writing a draft first does not necessarily mean originating the whole project alone. It is worth separating the decision to make the film, the first draft and the later revisions. These are different moments in a collaboration. Oral history can provide complementary versions of them without the writer having to turn every difference of emphasis into a personal dispute.

The use of a borrowed camera lets us see another gap between desire and production. Having access to the equipment opens the possibility of shooting, but it does not resolve the coordination of performers, continuity or the organisation of the material. Each day has to produce fragments that can be linked later. A conversation that seems to work during filming may reveal problems when placed alongside the other scenes.

That is why the edit plays a decisive role in this story. It is not merely the place where an already achieved film is ordered: it can also show that the material does not support the imagined experience. Disappointment with the result does not erase the learning, even if it prevents the project from becoming a work ready to circulate. Finishing shooting some sequences and securing a coherent feature are different goals.

The fire story needs attribution and nuance

The most repeated version holds that a lab fire destroyed much of the footage. Rausch challenged that explanation in the 2023 interview. According to his research, some material was damaged, but not in a quantity that by itself determined the project's fate. He placed the abandonment mainly in Tarantino's dissatisfaction when editing what had been shot. It is important to present this as the conclusion documented by that researcher, without turning earlier rumours into unquestionable fact.

That correction changes the way the film is read. An external accident creates a story of a work snatched from its makers; an abandonment after assessing the result describes a problem of learning and judgement. Both situations can leave incomplete material, but they do not mean the same thing. The existence of fragments does not by itself show why others are missing or how much was shot or preserved on each medium.

The incomplete edit that has circulated, running to around half an hour or a little more, should not be confused with everything that was shot. A copy available to viewers may be a selection, while other elements remain out of circulation. Without a complete material inventory, it is excessive to claim that only exactly what appears in a particular video survives. The length of the copy consulted and the extent of the preserved archive are different questions.

Its historical value does not require treating it as a secret masterpiece. It allows us to see people trying to move from admiration for cinema to organising a film of their own. The project brings together friendship, writing, borrowed resources and editing difficulties. Tarantino's later career makes that experience more interesting, but it does not retroactively alter its unfinished state or reduce Hamann's contribution. My Best Friend's Birthday matters as a shared work and as an attempt to learn by doing, with results its makers could not yet fully control.

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